Yesterday I went to Grayline to join a clinical trial. Since I've been on anti-depressant drugs for 15 years and none of them have really worked, so I decided to try it out. So in 4 weeks, they will be giving me a patch. It's like a nictotine patch but it has anti-depressants in it. It works the same as MAOIs but without the fucked up side effects. It may not work, but it's worth a shot. And if it doesn't at least I'm contributing to a good cause. Like donating my body to science. Plus I get paid a small amount of money when the trial's over.