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morrigan716It appears that Mike and I are officially over. I was rather upset about this last night, but I'm fine now. I refuse to let myself be altered by some dumb guy who never cared about me in the first place. If I'd kept to my original plan and given up on men for good, I'd still be better off, but I guess it's too late. I'm fine and I don't need him. I'll just keep the fond memories and ignore the bad ones.
In the past 24 hours have you
Had a serious talk? Yes
Hugged someone? Yes
Fought with a friend? No
Cried? Yes
Laughed? Yes
Made someone laugh? I doubt it
Bought something? Yes
Flirted with someone? No.
Felt stupid? Yes.
Talked to someone you love? Yes
Missed someone? Yes.
Have you ever
Done drugs? Yes
Eaten an entire box of oreos? Ugh. No
Been dumped? Yes.
Had someone be unfaithful to you? Yes
Stayed home on Saturday night, just because?: Yes
Been in love? …Yes.
Seen the white house? Not in person
Seen the eiffel tower? Not in person
Drank alcohol? Yes, far too often
Played monopoly? Who hasn't?
Kissed someone? Yes
Tried a weight loss program? Yes. But see how well it worked?
Jumped on a trampoline? Hell yeah, Crack the Egg rules. If I tried it now, my boobs would probably just hit me in the face though.
Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? Hell yeah. I was a child once, and I have a 4-year-old who I color with on occasion.
Had a bubble bath? Yes, I love them!
Been on a plane? Yes
Been on a boat? Well, not an oceanliner, but canoes, rafts, and Captain Boomer's Flagship in Corpus Cristi.
Been on a train? Just the ones at Funland, Six Flags, etc.
Been in a car accident? A few fender benders
Ridden an elephant? Not a real one.
Made a web page? Yes
Played with legos? Yes
Stayed up all night? Yes.
Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? No, I stuff it all in the closet instead.
Broken a bone?: Yeah, my foot.
Called a psychic or sex hotline?: Yes
Watched jerry springer? Yes.
Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Yes.
Been afraid of the dark? When I was a child. Now it makes me nervous because I can't see, but not really afraid.
Been in the hospital(not visiting)? When my son was born and when I tried to off myself.
Had stitches? Just from an episiotomy. Fun.
Dumped someone and regretted it? Yes
Went out with more than one person at a time? Yes
Lied? Yes
Been arrested? No but come close
Fallen asleep in class? Yes
Used food for something other than to eat? Um no
Met a celebrity? Is Jessie Davis from The Nixons considered a celebrity?
Broken the law? Yes
Skipped class? Not just one class, I skipped school.
Hated yourself? Yes
Been brokenhearted? Yes
Broken someone's heart? Yes
Wanted to kill someone? Yes
Fallen off a chair? Yes. Right into a Ficus tree.
Lap danced? No.
Been in a fist fight? Just a few cat fights where I got bitch slapped/did the bitch slapping.
Blow me? Maybe...Are you a Water Sign?
Like to give hugs? To some people
Like to walk in the rain? Yes
Sleep with or without clothes on? With. I get cold at night.
Prefer black or blue pens? I dont' really give a shit, but I guess I'll pick blue.
Dress up on halloween? Of course I do.
Have a job? Yes
Like someone? Yes
Sleep on your side, tummy or back? Side.
Have a goldfish? I had some as a child. There is a fish cemetery in my parents' back yard.
Ever have the falling dream? Yes.
Have stuffed animals? Yes.
Like to give anal sex to animals? Um no.
Do you believe in the horoscopes: Depends on who did them
Do you like your handwriting: No. That's why I type.
What superhero would you be: Storm from the X-Men
Do you have any piercings: Ears
Any tattoos: No.
Are you picky: With some things
What makes you mad: Rude, stupid people
What do you think of Bush: Remember what The Dixie Chick got Hell for saying? Go with that.
Who do you admire: Dr. Cooper. She's young, pretty, rich, and doing what she loves doing.
Do you like cartoons: Some
What did you do today: Not a damn thing
Are your parents annoying: Yes, and not just to me.
Do you own a miniskirt: Yes
Do you floss: No.
What is the farthest you have traveled: Dornoch, Scotland
Have you ever died: I wonder if I'm dead right now and in Hell.
What kind of shampoo do you use: Cheap shit.
Do you use big words to sound smart: Sometimes when writing, but in everyday life I often use medical terminology, like "myocardial infarction" instead of "heart attack"
When you get mad, do you swear a lot? Fuck yeah, and I don't have to be mad to swear damnit.
Ever worn black nail polish: Yes
Do you do everything better then guch: Who?
How many sheets are on your bed: 1.
Whats under your bed: Nothing. It's just a damn box spring on the floor.
Do you have your own tv and vcr: Yes.
Do you see dead people: Yes.
Are you a good speller: I get paid to be, so yeah
Do you like little kids: Only my own
Are you talented: Yes
If so, how: Sing, act, write.
Do you watch the weather channel while getting ready in your hotel room on vacation: No.
Ever seen a ghost: Yes.
Abortion: A woman’s choice.
Bill Clinton: He's not a bad guy. What man hasn't cheated on his wife and lied about it? They all do.
Eating disorders: I have had them before.
Rap: I used to be able to tolerate it, but now it's joining the ranks of country.
Suicide: I tried once. Stupid.
Piercings: Didn’t you ask this before? I hate this question.
Make-up: I wear powder and lipstick. More when I'm onstage.
Drinking: You asked this too.
What do you think when you hear this name:
Jennifer: Trapp
Leah: Stewart/Spear
Megan: Young children
Brandon: Cane
Christina: Walker
Angela: Moran
Courtney: Love
Lauren: Bacall
Lisa: Me
Jackie: Alexander's old day care teacher
Kat: Weird chicks on TV
Patrick: Ugh. Herrian
Erin: Ireland
This or that
Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue
Be serious or funny? Serious when it’s needed, funny when appropriate.
Single or taken? Me? I'm single.
Mtv or vh1? VH1
7th heaven or dawson's creek? Neither. But I guess I'll go with Dawson's Creek.
Sugar or salt? Salt
Silver or gold? Silver.
Tongue or belly button ring? Tongue
Chocolate or flowers: Chocolate.
Color or black-and-white photos? Both have their unique qualities.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
M&M's or skittles? M&M's
Rap or rock? Rock.
Stay up late or sleep in? Late.
Tall members of the opposite sex or short? Don’t care.
Sun or moon? Moon.
What time is it? 1:10 p.m.
Diamond or ruby? Ruby
Left or right? Left
Cat or dog? Cat.
Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup.
Newspaper or magazine? Magazine
Spring or fall? Spring
A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? Friendship.
Happy or sad? I'd rather be happy, but sad wins the battle most of the time, damnit.
Sneakers or sandals? Sandals
Blondes or brunettes? I don’t care.
Duct tape or scotch tape? Scotch.
Pepsi or coke? Coke.
Nike or adidas? Neither.
Love life
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: Ewan McGreger
If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: See above
What is the biggest turn off: Lying to get me into bed. Just ask me straight up if I want to go there.
What is the biggest turn on: Sense of humor and straight men who dig musicals.
Do you think there is a person for everyone: No
If yes, do you know who yours is: N/A
Do you believe in love at first sight: Kinda.
Have you ever been in love: Yes.
What do you think love is: Can't quite explain till you're there.
Do you think it lasts forever: It can.
Do you want to get married: Yes and No
How many times: If it happens, only once please
When was your first kiss?: Age 17 with Cody while sitting in the back of a truck.
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Baldwin
Last word you said: Good-bye
Last song you sang: "Goodnight My Someone"
Last meal you ate: Breakfast.
Favorite childhood cartoon: Scooby Doo
What did you hate most about school: All the bullshit
Last person you flipped off: I think it was![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bleustalking1 but it was done in jest, not for real
Last song stuck in your head: That one by Shine Down
Last time you were burned: About a year ago on a pizza pan
Last time you bled: The night I got depressed and fucked up on Smirnoffs and morphine, I looked down to find a gash in my right foot. I still don't know where it came from.
What's in your cd player: Right now, it's Trapt
What color sox are you wearing: None.
What's under your bed: Do you have a short term memory?
What's the weather like: Chilly.
What time did you wake up today: About 11:30
Who do you want to marry: Someone rich
Are you going to college: Done went
If so, how long do you want to go: N/A
How many kids do you want: I have one but want no more.
Kids names girls: Well, if shit happens and I have another one....Victoria Christine
Kids names boys: Simon Sidney
Do you believe in love? Yes
Do you believe that there is someone out there for everyone? Done answered this
Have you hugged someone today? Technically it was today, so yes.
Is romance expensive? It doesn't have to be, but it sure helps to have money.
Is romance important in your life? Sometimes
Is romance a prelude to sex? No. Vice versa
Have you ever made anything "from the heart" for someone you cared about? Yes.
Have you ever called someone you cared about just to tell them that you were thinking of them? Yes.
Have you ever gone out of your way to be with the person you care about? Yes
Have you ever written a love letter? Yes.
Have you ever written a love poem? Yes.
Have you ever kissed? Alread fucking asked this!
Have you ever surfed the internet for inspiration on ways to be romantic? No
Have you ever asked a friend for advice on being romantic? Um for love advice but not how to be romantic.
Must romance and love be returned to be worth the effort? Yes
Are you or have you ever been in love? Please quit repeating yourself.
Have you ever started a new hobby to share with someone you cared about? mmm, got more interested in something, but not really started a new hobby.
Have you ever kissed in the rain? Yes
Have you ever had a romantic picnic at home? Not at home but at Lucy Park
Have you ever watched a sunset with someone you cared about? No.
Have you ever watched a sunrise wtih someone you cared about? Yes
Have you ever made a dedication over the radio to someone you cared about? Well, to the dumb guy I had a crush on in junior high.
Have you ever slow danced with someone you cared for at home in front of a radio? No.
Have you ever celebrated an anniversary with your significant other besides a yearly one? Yes
Would you be willing to embarrass yourself just to see your significant other smile? Maybe
Have you done something romantic in the last year? Tried to.
Have you done something romantic within the past month? See abvove
Have you done something romantic within the past week? See above
Have you done something romantic in the last 24 hours? No.
Have you ever helped a friend be more romantic? No
Have you kept items from particular dates? Yes. I'm a girl. I have a James Box, a Hanan Box, a Dustin Box, and a Hunter Box.
Have you created any sort of tradition with your significant other? Me and James decided that we'd kiss every time we walked over a bridge. In retrospect, I think I'm going to hurl!
Have you ever participated in cyber-sex with someone other than the person you were dating? Kind of....More like cyber bondage.
Have you ever attempted to make someone jealous? YesDo you often compare your significant other to past relationships? Yes
Have you ever cooked a meal for someone you care about? Yes
Have you ever received a kiss that made your whole body tingle, the thoughts run from your head, and make you feel as though you were flying? Well, not quite that good, but close.
Could you deliver a kiss as mentioned in the previous question? Don’t know.
Can love conquer all? Maybe
Would you give your life to save someone you loved? In a heartbeat.
In the past 24 hours have you
Had a serious talk? Yes
Hugged someone? Yes
Fought with a friend? No
Cried? Yes
Laughed? Yes
Made someone laugh? I doubt it
Bought something? Yes
Flirted with someone? No.
Felt stupid? Yes.
Talked to someone you love? Yes
Missed someone? Yes.
Have you ever
Done drugs? Yes
Eaten an entire box of oreos? Ugh. No
Been dumped? Yes.
Had someone be unfaithful to you? Yes
Stayed home on Saturday night, just because?: Yes
Been in love? …Yes.
Seen the white house? Not in person
Seen the eiffel tower? Not in person
Drank alcohol? Yes, far too often
Played monopoly? Who hasn't?
Kissed someone? Yes
Tried a weight loss program? Yes. But see how well it worked?
Jumped on a trampoline? Hell yeah, Crack the Egg rules. If I tried it now, my boobs would probably just hit me in the face though.
Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? Hell yeah. I was a child once, and I have a 4-year-old who I color with on occasion.
Had a bubble bath? Yes, I love them!
Been on a plane? Yes
Been on a boat? Well, not an oceanliner, but canoes, rafts, and Captain Boomer's Flagship in Corpus Cristi.
Been on a train? Just the ones at Funland, Six Flags, etc.
Been in a car accident? A few fender benders
Ridden an elephant? Not a real one.
Made a web page? Yes
Played with legos? Yes
Stayed up all night? Yes.
Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? No, I stuff it all in the closet instead.
Broken a bone?: Yeah, my foot.
Called a psychic or sex hotline?: Yes
Watched jerry springer? Yes.
Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Yes.
Been afraid of the dark? When I was a child. Now it makes me nervous because I can't see, but not really afraid.
Been in the hospital(not visiting)? When my son was born and when I tried to off myself.
Had stitches? Just from an episiotomy. Fun.
Dumped someone and regretted it? Yes
Went out with more than one person at a time? Yes
Lied? Yes
Been arrested? No but come close
Fallen asleep in class? Yes
Used food for something other than to eat? Um no
Met a celebrity? Is Jessie Davis from The Nixons considered a celebrity?
Broken the law? Yes
Skipped class? Not just one class, I skipped school.
Hated yourself? Yes
Been brokenhearted? Yes
Broken someone's heart? Yes
Wanted to kill someone? Yes
Fallen off a chair? Yes. Right into a Ficus tree.
Lap danced? No.
Been in a fist fight? Just a few cat fights where I got bitch slapped/did the bitch slapping.
Blow me? Maybe...Are you a Water Sign?
Like to give hugs? To some people
Like to walk in the rain? Yes
Sleep with or without clothes on? With. I get cold at night.
Prefer black or blue pens? I dont' really give a shit, but I guess I'll pick blue.
Dress up on halloween? Of course I do.
Have a job? Yes
Like someone? Yes
Sleep on your side, tummy or back? Side.
Have a goldfish? I had some as a child. There is a fish cemetery in my parents' back yard.
Ever have the falling dream? Yes.
Have stuffed animals? Yes.
Like to give anal sex to animals? Um no.
Do you believe in the horoscopes: Depends on who did them
Do you like your handwriting: No. That's why I type.
What superhero would you be: Storm from the X-Men
Do you have any piercings: Ears
Any tattoos: No.
Are you picky: With some things
What makes you mad: Rude, stupid people
What do you think of Bush: Remember what The Dixie Chick got Hell for saying? Go with that.
Who do you admire: Dr. Cooper. She's young, pretty, rich, and doing what she loves doing.
Do you like cartoons: Some
What did you do today: Not a damn thing
Are your parents annoying: Yes, and not just to me.
Do you own a miniskirt: Yes
Do you floss: No.
What is the farthest you have traveled: Dornoch, Scotland
Have you ever died: I wonder if I'm dead right now and in Hell.
What kind of shampoo do you use: Cheap shit.
Do you use big words to sound smart: Sometimes when writing, but in everyday life I often use medical terminology, like "myocardial infarction" instead of "heart attack"
When you get mad, do you swear a lot? Fuck yeah, and I don't have to be mad to swear damnit.
Ever worn black nail polish: Yes
Do you do everything better then guch: Who?
How many sheets are on your bed: 1.
Whats under your bed: Nothing. It's just a damn box spring on the floor.
Do you have your own tv and vcr: Yes.
Do you see dead people: Yes.
Are you a good speller: I get paid to be, so yeah
Do you like little kids: Only my own
Are you talented: Yes
If so, how: Sing, act, write.
Do you watch the weather channel while getting ready in your hotel room on vacation: No.
Ever seen a ghost: Yes.
Abortion: A woman’s choice.
Bill Clinton: He's not a bad guy. What man hasn't cheated on his wife and lied about it? They all do.
Eating disorders: I have had them before.
Rap: I used to be able to tolerate it, but now it's joining the ranks of country.
Suicide: I tried once. Stupid.
Piercings: Didn’t you ask this before? I hate this question.
Make-up: I wear powder and lipstick. More when I'm onstage.
Drinking: You asked this too.
What do you think when you hear this name:
Jennifer: Trapp
Leah: Stewart/Spear
Megan: Young children
Brandon: Cane
Christina: Walker
Angela: Moran
Courtney: Love
Lauren: Bacall
Lisa: Me
Jackie: Alexander's old day care teacher
Kat: Weird chicks on TV
Patrick: Ugh. Herrian
Erin: Ireland
This or that
Pierced nose or tongue? Tongue
Be serious or funny? Serious when it’s needed, funny when appropriate.
Single or taken? Me? I'm single.
Mtv or vh1? VH1
7th heaven or dawson's creek? Neither. But I guess I'll go with Dawson's Creek.
Sugar or salt? Salt
Silver or gold? Silver.
Tongue or belly button ring? Tongue
Chocolate or flowers: Chocolate.
Color or black-and-white photos? Both have their unique qualities.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
M&M's or skittles? M&M's
Rap or rock? Rock.
Stay up late or sleep in? Late.
Tall members of the opposite sex or short? Don’t care.
Sun or moon? Moon.
What time is it? 1:10 p.m.
Diamond or ruby? Ruby
Left or right? Left
Cat or dog? Cat.
Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup.
Newspaper or magazine? Magazine
Spring or fall? Spring
A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? Friendship.
Happy or sad? I'd rather be happy, but sad wins the battle most of the time, damnit.
Sneakers or sandals? Sandals
Blondes or brunettes? I don’t care.
Duct tape or scotch tape? Scotch.
Pepsi or coke? Coke.
Nike or adidas? Neither.
Love life
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: Ewan McGreger
If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: See above
What is the biggest turn off: Lying to get me into bed. Just ask me straight up if I want to go there.
What is the biggest turn on: Sense of humor and straight men who dig musicals.
Do you think there is a person for everyone: No
If yes, do you know who yours is: N/A
Do you believe in love at first sight: Kinda.
Have you ever been in love: Yes.
What do you think love is: Can't quite explain till you're there.
Do you think it lasts forever: It can.
Do you want to get married: Yes and No
How many times: If it happens, only once please
When was your first kiss?: Age 17 with Cody while sitting in the back of a truck.
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Baldwin
Last word you said: Good-bye
Last song you sang: "Goodnight My Someone"
Last meal you ate: Breakfast.
Favorite childhood cartoon: Scooby Doo
What did you hate most about school: All the bullshit
Last person you flipped off: I think it was
bleustalking1 but it was done in jest, not for realLast song stuck in your head: That one by Shine Down
Last time you were burned: About a year ago on a pizza pan
Last time you bled: The night I got depressed and fucked up on Smirnoffs and morphine, I looked down to find a gash in my right foot. I still don't know where it came from.
What's in your cd player: Right now, it's Trapt
What color sox are you wearing: None.
What's under your bed: Do you have a short term memory?
What's the weather like: Chilly.
What time did you wake up today: About 11:30
Who do you want to marry: Someone rich
Are you going to college: Done went
If so, how long do you want to go: N/A
How many kids do you want: I have one but want no more.
Kids names girls: Well, if shit happens and I have another one....Victoria Christine
Kids names boys: Simon Sidney
Do you believe in love? Yes
Do you believe that there is someone out there for everyone? Done answered this
Have you hugged someone today? Technically it was today, so yes.
Is romance expensive? It doesn't have to be, but it sure helps to have money.
Is romance important in your life? Sometimes
Is romance a prelude to sex? No. Vice versa
Have you ever made anything "from the heart" for someone you cared about? Yes.
Have you ever called someone you cared about just to tell them that you were thinking of them? Yes.
Have you ever gone out of your way to be with the person you care about? Yes
Have you ever written a love letter? Yes.
Have you ever written a love poem? Yes.
Have you ever kissed? Alread fucking asked this!
Have you ever surfed the internet for inspiration on ways to be romantic? No
Have you ever asked a friend for advice on being romantic? Um for love advice but not how to be romantic.
Must romance and love be returned to be worth the effort? Yes
Are you or have you ever been in love? Please quit repeating yourself.
Have you ever started a new hobby to share with someone you cared about? mmm, got more interested in something, but not really started a new hobby.
Have you ever kissed in the rain? Yes
Have you ever had a romantic picnic at home? Not at home but at Lucy Park
Have you ever watched a sunset with someone you cared about? No.
Have you ever watched a sunrise wtih someone you cared about? Yes
Have you ever made a dedication over the radio to someone you cared about? Well, to the dumb guy I had a crush on in junior high.
Have you ever slow danced with someone you cared for at home in front of a radio? No.
Have you ever celebrated an anniversary with your significant other besides a yearly one? Yes
Would you be willing to embarrass yourself just to see your significant other smile? Maybe
Have you done something romantic in the last year? Tried to.
Have you done something romantic within the past month? See abvove
Have you done something romantic within the past week? See above
Have you done something romantic in the last 24 hours? No.
Have you ever helped a friend be more romantic? No
Have you kept items from particular dates? Yes. I'm a girl. I have a James Box, a Hanan Box, a Dustin Box, and a Hunter Box.
Have you created any sort of tradition with your significant other? Me and James decided that we'd kiss every time we walked over a bridge. In retrospect, I think I'm going to hurl!
Have you ever participated in cyber-sex with someone other than the person you were dating? Kind of....More like cyber bondage.
Have you ever attempted to make someone jealous? YesDo you often compare your significant other to past relationships? Yes
Have you ever cooked a meal for someone you care about? Yes
Have you ever received a kiss that made your whole body tingle, the thoughts run from your head, and make you feel as though you were flying? Well, not quite that good, but close.
Could you deliver a kiss as mentioned in the previous question? Don’t know.
Can love conquer all? Maybe
Would you give your life to save someone you loved? In a heartbeat.
