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Mar. 1st, 2003 02:52 pmI did get the electric bill paid. I explain how later.
I am still worried about myself and the celebrity sex dream thing. I must be sexually frustrated and just not know it. This time it was Matthew Lillard (Stu from "Scream"). Now if I can have one about Ryan Phillippe maybe they'll go away.
Tonight is my 30th birthday party at my parents' house. I'm kind of afraid though that no one will show up. I only know of 2 people who have said they are definitely coming, and those are the ones who are bringing the cake. Siscly might not even come. I haven't talked to her for about a week, so I can hear her now, "OH, I thought your party was NEXT week."
OK, I'll stop having such a low self-esteem and get on with my life.
I am still worried about myself and the celebrity sex dream thing. I must be sexually frustrated and just not know it. This time it was Matthew Lillard (Stu from "Scream"). Now if I can have one about Ryan Phillippe maybe they'll go away.
Tonight is my 30th birthday party at my parents' house. I'm kind of afraid though that no one will show up. I only know of 2 people who have said they are definitely coming, and those are the ones who are bringing the cake. Siscly might not even come. I haven't talked to her for about a week, so I can hear her now, "OH, I thought your party was NEXT week."
OK, I'll stop having such a low self-esteem and get on with my life.
